Nobody wants to know the truth, until their hearts been broken

There's a tight knot in my stomach, so tight it's squeezing the life out of me. A huge lump in my throat that is so painful it feels like swallowing blades.

I know what it is but I just can't say it out loud.

I am not in denial, I just don't like how it sounds. I guess, yeah, I just wanna hear what I wanna hear.
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Three for a girl, four for a boy

Giving it a second try. I kills me to say this but I think I screwed up big time, I can feel that he doesn't love me like he used to. Good job, self. Sigh.


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