I will let go

I've never been a fan of self-inflicted pain. I cringe just by looking at other people's wounds. Obviously my tolerance for pain is zero.

But lately I've been doing a lot of self-inflicted harm to myself. Poking at old scabs till it bleeds and makes me cry.

Sigh. I have to stop this insanity.

Last night I had a dream. I couldn't remember the whole thing but there were people from the past in that dream. They were telling me to let go.

Alright, I will. I think it was a sign. I will. God, help me.
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